story of the year or whats left of it and just for a laugh

my sister just threw her iphone down the rubbish chute. to get a good laugh, or if you have too much moolah to spare this christmas, please click here

and we wonder why.....

hitting the 30 weeks

whee!! 10 more weeks!!

we're having fun looking at the bumps and weird shapes that baby is making. sometimes it feels like mini tremors cause he's so active, always moving and turning around. its super fascinating to feel his moves and turns and stretches and bumps.

i'm beginning to feel the weight, walking abit slower and breathing abit harder. sleeping is inconvenient and visiting mr white throne quite regularly in the night. but all is well and dandy except that the doctor says that his position is too low for his fetal age. bleah. cause his father keep telling him to come out soon, so being the obedient son he is, he's taking a heads down position. so now, his father tells him to not hurry but wait for the right time to come out. man! i'm also feeling what they called Braxton Hicks contractions. they're not really the real thing, just an amazing function that the body is preparing for the real labour. when it happens, my belly will tighten for about 10-20 seconds. it should'nt hurt and happens randomly.

and for the first time, i drank milk. all for baby's sake. got to make him put on weight lor. but its super powerful cause after just 4 days of drinking every night, my belly really grew bigger! hmm hopefully its all baby's weight and not mine, ha.

starting the final countdown!

b**#$

i was tired, hot and grouchy during cg yesterday. none of anything went into my head. all i could think of was when will it end? they had a birthday cake for one of the cg girl and when they were giving out the cake and asked me if i want a piece, i said no and the very nice girl who offered me said something like what if baby wants? i simply stared at her and said, i'm very sure he doesn't want cake, gave a tight smile and walked away. i felt like a b**#$. and then i rudely told my husband off when he asked me to get a piece of cake for him. double b**#$.

back home, i suddenly felt very guilty and remorseful for my awful behaviour and i apologised to him. the condemnation sets in but even more so, thoughts of righteousness reigned over. i felt lighter and told my husband about how i'm not going to be that awful person again.

but it can be difficult when you're tired all the time now and all you want to do is sleep. just sleep.