affirmation

i am now mrs wei.






photos up next week, ha!
(i'm busy this week with work)

we are the 3 fold cord.

and today we became man & wife in the law. sat, we'll be wedded in the eyes of God.

what a wonderful feeling!! to know that this union is blessed and anointed.

we are the 3 fold cord.

man & wife

tomorrow.

legally binding

look whats peeping!

*tadah!*

our marriage certificate!
this certificate caused me alot of unwanted worrying which i do not want to go into.. nevertheless, we have it and we're signing on the dotted line on 25th sept.

really, when man's heart is troubled many funny thoughts will keep running through his mind. but like what the word said, "anxiety in the heart of man causes depression, but a good word makes it glad" proverbs 12:25
boy am i glad now, ha!
a good word is a word that encourages you and lifts you from worry.

and a few more days to our big day, we shall not be anxious for nothing, but lift all our worries and care unto Him! the wei told me to challenge God in a way that will stretch my faith. this he said will only make us know and believed, that God is very real in every aspect of our lives.
and we both will challenge you Lord!
and we're glad that You will not fail us!

shoot

i actually forgot to slot in the memory card into my camera. and i had a wedding project that i wanna shoot.










so i shoot myself.

shoes

just a little peek

yesterday was flatties day, cos i got some good bargains! was out looking for my bridal shoes when we chance upon this shoe store that was clearing out their shoes at low, low prices! awesomness!! yimei got a pair at 3 bucks can! all bacause her size is small and that section was like 3 bucks.
nevertheless, i went looking aorund and found 2 pairs that i like, though they were'nt 3 bucks lol. love these 2 pairs.

and this? this is my bridal shoes!!

and i can wear it out after the wedding too.. yay!

this is for my day dress which is pink. i realised i'll be very pink that day.

pink dress, pink shoes and pink earrings. hehe, the pink brigade!

now, all i need to source is the shoes for my night dress.

i'm really wearing out of the box kind and in fact you won't even think i'm the bride, lol.

cos i'm thinking of wearing high top converse shoes with my short vintage orange floral print dress. don't have a photo yet, cos only collecting on coming monday!!

oohhhh, i'm really going to be married real soon!!

off to find my flats!

tadah!

i'm going out to get my wedding shoes and accessories!

i like this outfit though, its very simply put together, as i really have no clothes to wear at the new house, so i just put together a simple tank top, a green crumple skirt and to jazz it up with colour, i tied a scarf around like a belt. the skirt is actually a tube top.

mighty pleased with myself *pat my own shoulder*

(",)

off to find my flats!

my baby plants

i want to rant!

i want to rant!! our home wireless is completely wreaking havoc with my company's email system! well, i can surf on other people's website but not my own?!

and i can check my emails on yahoo but not my own?! this is ridiculous!

yes, i'm using !!! like nobody's business! and its fustrating when i'm like what?

allowed to answer 1 email before the wireless decided its enough for me?!

hello!! i'm trying to work here ok! hmpf!

and did i mention that my home's reception is terribly awful! yes! its terrible i tell you!

and the only places where it has great reception is the windows! the windows!

who talks at the windows?! and what happens if the phone drops?!

i stay on the 12th floor you know?!

my goodness! this is so unfair!!! can someone tell my wireless

my home is my office and studio too? its making me crazy!

ok, i'm finally letting off alot of my fustrations and feeling a tiny bit better.

and its really silly powering it on and off so many times! so if you happen to be a computer expert and happened to read my blog, please tell me what can i do ok!

and i'll give a reward for you! really!

on another train of thought, i'm thinking of picking up sewing.

anyway, i'm going to power off and on that #$%^ wireless now!

crazy nails!!

*argh* my nails are driving me crazy! i can't wait to cut them to the very nail bed!

they're long and scratchy, getting in the way of my lip balm.

now i feel like i'm applying lip balm to my nails as opposed to my lips!

bleah.. another week to go before i can get my pretty french nails like this

meanwhile, please hide all your nail cutters!!

money, money come rolling in...

this is the box that's going to be abundantly, above all that

we could ask or think overflowing! our vintage, chic ang pow box, tadah!

made by yours sincerely, *ahem, ahem*

as our colour theme is pink & grey, thus this very chic looking grey box

with pink ribbons and lace trimmings. its very pretty i must say.
the top view of it. a little ribbon bow with lace and chiffon ribbon
for that touch of quirkiness.
and and i got this fantastic idea for my table centrepiece! not sure if the wei will passed it, but i think its a great idea! so stay tuned! for more pretty ideas, go here
p.s: i think we scared shijie last night, lol.

guo da li

my guo da li stuff

 the alcohol to make my parents drunk, ha!
so we can just elope and run away forever(in my dreams)


the cans of pig trotters that my mum asked for.
though we really have no idea what are they for?
hope its not for fattening me up so i can have more children?!! gosh..


and the traditional cakes! looks yummy right?!
it looks so retro and i just love it, ha!

and now, its only 11 more days to go! *nervous, nervous!*

lol

thank you friends for all your well wishes, and the amount of love and help that was offered. weddings truly bring out the best in people! lol :x

VERY PRESENT help in trouble

"God is my refuge and strength, a VERY PRESENT help in trouble.

Therefore I will not fear"

psalms 46:1

God is my VERY PRESENT help in my lack, my VERY PRESENT help in wisdom,

my VERY PRESENT help in debt, my VERY PRESENT help in handling situations

which i cannot control.

was feeling moody and took out the bible to read. and while reading through Deu 28 and pronouncing the blessings over myself and my family, i could not help but started crying. there's just this overwhelming something that came over me. as i was blessing myself, i was also thinking of the past few months of lack and struggles as the wei has to start a new job and also pay off whatever bills we had for the new house.

it was a huge burden that he has to carry it himself and i could not do anything about it.

i felt little, fearful and anxious.

yes, though i may appear indifferent and aloof, but it does'nt mean i do not care.

only God knows how much i want it to succeed. the results may not be encouraging, the fruits are slow and giving it up may seems like a threat, but perhaps, just perhaps, its true?

i want to share this burden with you, really i do. and its time i have to put us first. it is no longer myself anymore.

so Lord, when the time comes for me to let go, you prepare the table before me. and i will let it go and be still, and know that You are God.

tea and brain food

this is the best tea break snack. honey red tea with seaweed.

love the pearls, yummy!

and i settle down on my comfy sofa to catch up on my other love, flowers.
the best brain food for any aspiring florist, ha!
but make sure its the tom yum goong flavor!

oh.my.gawd

we're going to be married in another 16 days.
oh.my.gawd.

stepping out

i'm



stepping out


i feel so let down with myself. the things that i said i do, i do not do and the things i do not do, i do. why? therein lies the parodox of being a good person.  
i wanna step out of this shell. i wanna be someone you are proud of. someone who do you good and not evil all the days of my life. someone you can come home to and rejoice together with.
no, i don't want us to be seperated and lest you think i'm your biggest regret.
yet what is it? what is it? what is holding me back? what is making me the way i am now?!!
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"therefore, there IS NOW no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Him, the spirit of life has set me free from the law of sin and death" romans 8:1
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"a wife of noble character who can find? she is worth far more than rubies. her husband has full confidence in her and lacks nothing of value. she brings him good and not evil all the days of her life" proverbs 31:10,11
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lord, let this be in my remembrance whenever i feel that i've fallen short. not the words of man or the world to pick me up, but Your everlasting words that brings me life and peace!!

i have the LRRTM1 gene

yeah!!

being a left hander sure make you do silly things. i went to check wikipedia about being a left hander and this is what it says:

Left-handedness is the preference for the left hand over the right for everyday activities such as writing. Most left-handed people favor their right hand for some activities, and many exhibit some degree of ambidexterity. Left-handedness is relatively uncommon; 87 percent of the adult population is right-handed. Being left-handed can be advantageous in some sports and games, although sometimes special equipment is required. Some everyday items such as scissors and other tools also have left-handed variants.

And check out the stigma of being a left hander in the old days!

In Hebrew, as well as in other ancient Semitic and Mesopotamian languages, the term "hand" was a symbol of power or custody. The left hand symbolized the power to shame society, and was used as a metaphor for misfortune, natural evil, or punishment from the gods. This metaphor survived ancient culture and was integrated into mainstream Christianity by early Catholic theologians as Ambrose of Milan[16] to modern Protestant theologians such as Karl Barth to attribute natural evil to God in explaining God's omnipotence over the universe.

Meanwhile, the English word sinister comes from the Latin word sinister, which originally meant "left" but took on meanings of "evil" or "unlucky" by the Classical Latin era. Alternatively, sinister comes from the Latin word sinus meaning "pocket": a traditional Roman toga had only one pocket, located on the left side for the convenience of a right-handed wearer. The contemporary Italian word sinistra has both meanings of sinister and left. The Spanish siniestra has both, too, although the 'left' meaning is less common and is usually expressed by izquierda, a Basque word. In Portuguese, the most common word for left-handed person, canhoto, was once used to identify the devil, and canhestro, a related word, means "clumsy".

yeah whatever, but check out these left handed people!

Albert Einstein

Benjamin Franklin

Bill Clinton

Jerry Seinfeld

Jimi Hendrix

Judy Garland

Julius Caesar

King George VI

King Louis XVI

Kurt Cobain

Leonardo da Vinci

Marilyn Monroe

Michelangelo

NapolÈon Bonaparte

Nelson Rockefeller

Oprah Winfrey

Pablo Picasso

Paul McCartney

see! most left handed people are either creative, artistic or musically inclined and rich!

that said, its not really proven that lefties are really born this way. one theory was that lefties are easily more adaptable in the right handed world as we need to adapt using products made for the masses. thus lefties are often going against the crowd or we'll think of different ways to do and see things. hmm, though i'm seriously proud to be a leftie, this theory is true to a certain extent but it may not be applicable to ALL lefties.

international left handed dayon 13th August!

anyway lefties are cool people!!

xoxo

sit

meanwhile, there are some matters that needs to be attended to.
but i shall rest easy and let not my heart be troubled.

polka dot bits

love these polka dot photo frames.
i think i have an affinity with polka dots. love them to bits. i'm going to take photos of all my stuff that are polka dot related and you'll understand, ha!

randomness

i wanted to write about something funny that happened in church yesterday but could'nt find the words. and anyway i keep typing the wrong words. so random photos that we took after dinner at maritime house. food bond us together (",)

my fav mug

myself
my love
thats shou, lu & fu in order

the brother weis

blissfully married faith & keon

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randomnesssss..

- we watched wall e and its so sweet!! wall e and eve is like an animated version of my sassy girl
- have to buy shoes and accessories real soon

- make more flowers
- love my family

- love myself

hey, i'm a flattie, ha!

'this style does not have a raised heel, and is available with many variants. for instance, Mary-Janes and sandals are available as flats. this style is perfect for the bride who is concerned that a heel will make her appear taller than her groom'. yes, we're both concerned about it, ha!

and so, i'm on a mission to find my kind of flats to wear. never have buying shoes for myself become such an important mission. its always i see, i like, i buy, ha!

and this will be my ring pillow. meaning, i've to make it myself and risk the wrath of the manicurist. moss=dirt in fingers=so hard to clean, ha!

a little..

 i'm feeling a little excited,
a little anxious, a little fluttery, a little mixed, a little happy,
a little of something and a little of everything. its this fluttery knot in the belly where you know something exciting is going to happen but you're not sure what is it.
its the warm smile you carry when you know something good is happening and
its the little skip in your heart when you see him smiling at you. 

i'm a happy camper :)

*thump thump*

for some strange reasons, my heart is beating very fast now.