money, money come rolling in...

this is the box that's going to be abundantly, above all that

we could ask or think overflowing! our vintage, chic ang pow box, tadah!

made by yours sincerely, *ahem, ahem*

as our colour theme is pink & grey, thus this very chic looking grey box

with pink ribbons and lace trimmings. its very pretty i must say.
the top view of it. a little ribbon bow with lace and chiffon ribbon
for that touch of quirkiness.
and and i got this fantastic idea for my table centrepiece! not sure if the wei will passed it, but i think its a great idea! so stay tuned! for more pretty ideas, go here
p.s: i think we scared shijie last night, lol.

guo da li

my guo da li stuff

 the alcohol to make my parents drunk, ha!
so we can just elope and run away forever(in my dreams)


the cans of pig trotters that my mum asked for.
though we really have no idea what are they for?
hope its not for fattening me up so i can have more children?!! gosh..


and the traditional cakes! looks yummy right?!
it looks so retro and i just love it, ha!

and now, its only 11 more days to go! *nervous, nervous!*

lol

thank you friends for all your well wishes, and the amount of love and help that was offered. weddings truly bring out the best in people! lol :x

VERY PRESENT help in trouble

"God is my refuge and strength, a VERY PRESENT help in trouble.

Therefore I will not fear"

psalms 46:1

God is my VERY PRESENT help in my lack, my VERY PRESENT help in wisdom,

my VERY PRESENT help in debt, my VERY PRESENT help in handling situations

which i cannot control.

was feeling moody and took out the bible to read. and while reading through Deu 28 and pronouncing the blessings over myself and my family, i could not help but started crying. there's just this overwhelming something that came over me. as i was blessing myself, i was also thinking of the past few months of lack and struggles as the wei has to start a new job and also pay off whatever bills we had for the new house.

it was a huge burden that he has to carry it himself and i could not do anything about it.

i felt little, fearful and anxious.

yes, though i may appear indifferent and aloof, but it does'nt mean i do not care.

only God knows how much i want it to succeed. the results may not be encouraging, the fruits are slow and giving it up may seems like a threat, but perhaps, just perhaps, its true?

i want to share this burden with you, really i do. and its time i have to put us first. it is no longer myself anymore.

so Lord, when the time comes for me to let go, you prepare the table before me. and i will let it go and be still, and know that You are God.

tea and brain food

this is the best tea break snack. honey red tea with seaweed.

love the pearls, yummy!

and i settle down on my comfy sofa to catch up on my other love, flowers.
the best brain food for any aspiring florist, ha!
but make sure its the tom yum goong flavor!

oh.my.gawd

we're going to be married in another 16 days.
oh.my.gawd.

stepping out

i'm



stepping out


i feel so let down with myself. the things that i said i do, i do not do and the things i do not do, i do. why? therein lies the parodox of being a good person.  
i wanna step out of this shell. i wanna be someone you are proud of. someone who do you good and not evil all the days of my life. someone you can come home to and rejoice together with.
no, i don't want us to be seperated and lest you think i'm your biggest regret.
yet what is it? what is it? what is holding me back? what is making me the way i am now?!!
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"therefore, there IS NOW no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Him, the spirit of life has set me free from the law of sin and death" romans 8:1
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"a wife of noble character who can find? she is worth far more than rubies. her husband has full confidence in her and lacks nothing of value. she brings him good and not evil all the days of her life" proverbs 31:10,11
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lord, let this be in my remembrance whenever i feel that i've fallen short. not the words of man or the world to pick me up, but Your everlasting words that brings me life and peace!!