Saturday, August 16, 2008

painful

first thought was to retaliate, to fight back, to defend.

second thought was, i know its me.

third thought was, how did it turn out this way?
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my heart and my mind is in turmoil right now,
the pounding pain came crashing in.
all the hearts desires to be truthful,
in one fell swoop, became empty.
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do not bother to make time for you guys. cancel appointments at the last minute. not diplomatic. not a good friend. rude. wrong place, wrong time.

i do not know who i am right now.

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